Sorry, I haven't posted yet today.
I may even delete this later. I am just angry and very sad right now. I just need to vent and get this anger out! so instead of being crazy and texting him, I am writing it here where I can delete it later.
I saw him!
walking his pup with some girl.
Robbie, I saw you!
Why are men so incapable of communication. Instead of telling me he is busy at work (lie) just tell me he found someone new!
I hurt, I ache and I actually am crying.
which if you know me well you know I don't cry often.
I really like him, even possibly love him. I hate this feeling.....
Now I am going to go run until I can't run anymore!!
but first I need to wash the mascara off my face, head out to run as many miles as I can then grab a bottle and have a drink!
callie
ps and what totally sucks is that we live in the same village, less than 2 miles from each other!
Don't panic! Maybe his cousin came into town. And if not....you only loved your image of what he was, not the reality....so you will feel sad that you could have misjudged someone (haven't we all at one time or another?) You'll cry and then you will realize there is someone else out there who is genuinely what they appear to be.
ReplyDeleteBut it does suck.
Awww (((hugs))) I'm sorry that you are going through a tough time right now. Boys can be jerks! I hope it gets better for you soon hun =)
ReplyDeletexoxo
-Violet
Oh Friend. I'm so sorry. I know that feeling, and it's not fun. I'm sorry you are going through this. Sending thoughts and hugs your way. xoxo.
ReplyDeleteOh Callie, I'm sorry to hear how upset you are. I hope the run helped you to clear your head. Sometimes people are inconsiderate of others' feelings and that's not fair; however, just remember you can only control your own actions and the karma gods will take care of the rest of them. : )
ReplyDeletexo.
I feel your pain. It sounds like he may have been leading you on, bcs. you seemed to be wondering for a while. So that isn't fair..!! I enjoy your blog very much from Anchorage, Alaska.
ReplyDeletecry,cry,cry and then you will start to feel better.