Friday, November 4, 2011

Let's get personal:

I am not one to get so personal on my blog, this is a place for design inspiration and what makes me happy. But today, I am going to get a bit personal so you know where I am at in this very moment.  I am an emotional mess, due to many things and one being lack of sleep!

Heard this song tonight:
"I should be crying but I just can't let is show
I should be hoping but I can't stop thinking
All the things we should've said that I never said
All the things we should have done that we never did
All the things we should have given but I didn't
Oh darling make it go
Make it go away...........
         give me these moments back.......
give me that little kiss...."

lyrics found here with audio for the song
Video by Kate Bush


Watching my favorite show and complete addiction... Vampire Diaries, my 'vampire porn'  this really tore at me.... I haven't heard it in a long time, had to search through all my old music and realized it's an old Kate Bush song remake by Greg Laswell.  And well done!  Such a beautiful song.

This week has been extremely trying and I am so glad it's the weekend, even though I have to work. It probably is a blessing.... to keep my mind off all that is going on, to focus on getting my project completed.
                 I really do missing laughing with you, z.  I really do.

I need to get away!
I am tired and drained, completely exhausted!  I haven't been sleeping and work, well I am on my way out the door now to go to work and it isn't even 6am yet!
                I think I need a road trip.... Maybe after the Thanksgiving holiday, I will take a driving trip somewhere.  Kentucky perhaps! Michigan! I don't know, just somewhere away!
Maybe somewhere secluded like this sweet cabin:
  isn't it dreamy!
Do you ever feel this way? I need to laugh soon.
                      xx  callie

4 comments:

  1. ooh you poor thing. funny because on my post today i talked about feeling zapped of energy as this week went on. so i feel ya pain! i like your idea of getting away, i've been thinking of grabbing my love and heading up to maine, even for an overnight, that can sometimes just do the trick...hope your weekend leaves you more rested ;)

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  2. Can I join you in that cabin? That is utterly beautiful.

    Oh lack of sleep makes everything seem worse, as you know I do indeed feel like this from to time, I hope you pick up soon. I was a mess a few weeks ago and although nothing has changed I'm just coping better, moods are funny things.

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  3. Oh Callie, hope you get a long restful nap this weekend and things feel better. I am so with you on slipping away...I'm already trying to plan a secret trip like that now :)

    xo Mary Jo

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  4. This is good for you. It is good to be inspired. It brings out the best of us.

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